Keeping faith

♥

2011-07-03T09:05:00.001-07:00

Yesterday tw popped over to pass me Juchheim's baumkuchen (jap version of kueh lapis) just cuz he knows I like a lot.

Today he put this in my bag so that I won't fall asleep in lecture.

HE ALWAYS MANAGES TO FIND ALL THE CUTE STUFF. But hehehehehehe I cannot stop smiling.

Today I...

2011-06-23T20:19:00.001-07:00

Had hotcakes for breakfast.
Mopped one-third of my house.
Tried to do work.
Listened to taylor swift.
Oogled at kyuhyun.
Threw away my soup.
Drank pepsi.
Watched primeval.
Received Nerds!!!!!!
Talked to Fiona.
Played Ninjump.
Fell asleep.

Pig pig zhu

2011-06-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Fiona, I am starting to get hooked. But tw thinks that the show sucks cuz I may become influenced and end up like the girl above who's mentally challenged. But they are so cute together!!!!!!!!!!

11

2011-03-14T09:59:00.000-07:00

Today: Hamburgers, a movie and dinner at the foodcourt.

For the past 11 months, you have been nothing but the most caring, thoughtful, sensitive, big-hearted and loving guy. Always giving in to my every whine and making concessions just to please me. For better or worse, you have always been there to support me in all the decisions I make and reminding me to be the person that I want to be when I'm with you.

I love the smile that lights up your face all the time, and how you'd always hold my hand and greet me excitedly like a small boy with a lollipop. I love how we never have to plan anything much or spend a lot of money but still have a good time. I have never been annoyed/irritated whenever you nag at me to drink water or sleep early. (well maybe sometimes haha)

Our relationship isn't perfect and we have our occasional quarrels but I've never looked back because I'm really happy to have you with me and I hope you feel the same way too :)

We're going to spend our birthdays together. Forever.

I love you.

Today: Best date ever.

Simple is happy

2011-03-12T08:51:00.000-08:00

I feel bad about not going back to help out at work today.

But spending the day with my best friend and having dinner with my family was worth it.

2am

2011-03-11T10:22:00.000-08:00

To babeh:
I know my phone's always dead but you can always call me at 2am if you ever feel like ranting.

Can't think of a title

2011-03-04T06:56:00.000-08:00

An after-exam post as usual.

No more project rushing and late night cramming yay! I don't expect anything, just hoping with all my might that I remain where I am now.

Went for swenson's ice cream buffet after our last paper. At first the place looked like a paradise cuz I was very hungry HAHA. They have 40 over flavours and uncountable toppings but I stopped after 2 rounds. Don't go if you're not an ice cream lover.

But at least they have waffles.

Anywayz, Mac's shaker fries are back!! Not the seaweed one though :( but I still wanna eat it. With fiona tomorrow yippee!!

Goodnight world :)

Need you now

2011-02-16T10:20:00.000-08:00

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

Quality time

2011-02-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

What is it anyway?

Thoughts

2010-12-27T02:49:00.000-08:00

1) I miss my gfs.

2) I am very nervous about tomorrow actually. I am not good with words and I may become mute 90% of the time.

3) I hope tonight's dinner will be Macdonalds.

Santa claus is coming to town

2010-12-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Christmas = mad rush shopping + late night wrapping

Happy birthday handsome boy!

Many firsts this christmas :) Wish all of it never had to end... but I enjoyed every minute of it. Maybe one day I'll celebrate a full 12 days HAHA.

Fly me to the moon

2010-12-19T07:05:00.000-08:00

TERM TESTS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!

For once, I feel completely free. Although it's only for awhile but I'm gonna make the most of it. So friday after so many change of plans, I had sushi buffet and then I saw myself at Orchard wheeee! With nice christmassy trees and lots of traffic jams.

And today, I spent the day packing my cupboards with dear.
I told fiona and she said "I bet it still looks the same" She knows me so well HAHAHA.

To end off - the tired boy after a whole day of packing. Heehee.

2010-11-04T10:17:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I did or didn't do for you to hate me so much.

I did not reply some of your messages, but that was really a genuine mistake.
I hardly ask favours from you, only once or twice.

You're more talented and more commited than me. So why hate me?

Maybe I ran out of second chances but do things have to go to such an extent?

You will probably be much happier if I left. Even when there's no one to take up the position, you would rather have no one over me. Because having no one is better than having me around. Because to you, I can't do it.

So yes, maybe I will leave.

And I hate myself, because I can't stand up against you hating me.

♥

2010-10-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden." -Claudia Ghandi

I miss you.

If only you knew how much.

:)

2010-10-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

I am probably more sleepy than what I choose to believe.

Hopefully everyone gets to read this somehow. Haha.

Thank you guys SO MUCH for attending the chalet I am very very happy to see everyone and I hope you guys had fun in one way or another and I love you all sooooosoooooosoooooo much :)

Thank you ahma for cooking beehoon and curry, kongkong for bbq-ing, aunty alison for the cake and present, aunty elsie for bob zippy junior and jer for coming even though the big O is near.

And of course thank you dear FOR EVERYTHING. I am so tempted to show the world what he did for me but I think I'm going to keep it to myself for now heehee.

I feel high now. Yet tired. HAHAHAHAHA I must be mad.

THANK YOU EVERYONE!! :)

Goodnight and love!

Things I don't say

2010-09-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

Truth is, I'm scared.

♥

2010-09-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

Happy 5th :)

YAY

2010-09-08T06:33:00.000-07:00

Yes, the exams are over!!

HEEHEE.

Except for dear's... but I've seen him studying really hard so I believe he'll pull through it.

Now I'm going to catch a million winks. Goodnight world.

YOG

2010-08-19T03:57:00.000-07:00

Highlights of YOG so far: Taking a picture with the hottest guy ever, singing songs to a very irritated Songwei and a very amused Steven and drinking all the minute maids I want.

I will get to see canoe kayak sprint slalom on tuesday!! Yippee! ^^

♥

2010-08-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

Tonight was a winding road, but you held my hand through it all.

I love you very very very much.

I'm just nothing

2010-08-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

Tonight's one of the unhappiest nights of my life. Fiona was right. I wouldn't be in this shit if I didn't play a part screwing myself up. Suddenly I don't know if I'm the right person to deal with this. Maybe I never was.

Keep holding on

2010-07-25T07:50:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling really useless for the whole weekend. :'(

Hopefully whatever that's done will not cause anyone to get marked down...

VENEX 2 today.

Thank you Ahyi, Andrew, Elanie, Fiona and Michy for helping me with the marketing stuff. And thank you dear for completing my day.

Please let me survive this week.

Deception

2010-07-17T10:38:00.000-07:00

If you spent your life concentrating on what everyone else thought of you, would you forget who you really were? What if the face you showed the world was just a mask... with nothing beneath it?

If it isn't enough

2010-07-11T04:09:00.000-07:00

I like today. Although I didn't exactly do anything very productive.

So now I'm starting to worry for this week. HOW? :(

Should I watch the world cup 2night???

♥

2010-07-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

Just when I felt like crap, I saw your face in my wallet.

That alone took everything bad away.

School blues

2010-06-20T03:14:00.000-07:00

Thank you Fiona, for putting me up during the past 5 days when my parents weren't around. I promise not to fall asleep whenever you talk to me next time.

Friday was fun. Michy and I only made a trip to get oreos for desmond, and we came back to find lettuce, crossiants and a whole grilled chicken in the trolley. And thanks guys, for throwing me into the water. I'll never forget it. Better watch your back next time. HAHA.
I was half asleep before the show started and fully awake when it ended. Toy Story 3 ftw!!! (I always wanted to say this hahaha)

This holiday flew past in a blink of an eye.

And now it's back to school.

M

2010-05-04T12:01:00.000-07:00

Your words are enough to leave me hanging here.
At least for a long time.

Please don't leave me alone.

Sick & Tired

2010-04-29T04:30:00.000-07:00

Perceptions. What's new?

I feel as though I missed out way too much in school.

Life is messed up.

Take care of yourselves.

EVE LEONG

2010-04-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

Thank you for the million and one things you do for me all the time.

Like sacrificing your life during the past 2 days.

LOVE YA!

Cheese

2010-04-08T08:20:00.000-07:00

I think I like random meetings. And the smell of an aircon room.

31

2010-03-13T08:52:00.000-08:00

I had a good day with Fiona today.

Even though she was so picky and undecisive about the stuff she needed to get, and eating half of my mint chocolate chip ice cream when she claimed she didn't like it.

But that's just HER. HAHA.

FIONA NG YOU MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH THE BATHROBE!!
I will get the yellow one and look like a banana woohoo. ^^

Today has definitely been one of the better days. :)

Dying

2010-03-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

I had a bad case of food poisoning/stomach flu/menstrual cramps. Even the doctor didn't know which one. It was just endless vomiting and diarrhoea.

The pain was so tormenting... I think I almost died...

I hope I get better so I don't have to go through this again.

Lesson learnt: Never eat too much pineapple.

Not without feeling

2010-03-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

Standing on an endless road, where do I go? Why is everything so confusing? And why does it have to hurt?

Its that damn cold night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand

Take me someplace new

I don't know who you are

But I'm with you

Bababa

2010-02-27T07:01:00.001-08:00

THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

I am on cloud nine now. (gives a dreamy face)

So yesterday, Eve and I went on our long-awaited trip to chili's!

Two happy girls hahaha

The pig is me...

And this bug-looking thing is Eve

The service was really gooooood and the GM's amazing because she remembered our orders even without writing it down.

The soup arrived first.

Its some chicken soup with loads of stuff like bacon, cheese, black beans, chicken, carrots etc etc.
I think its too salty but Eve drank it all.

And then for starters:

Boneless buffalo wings

Tossed with spicy wing sauce and served with cool blue cheese dressing.

I think its too sour but Eve likes it.

Main course:

Original and honey-chipotle baby back ribs with homestyle fries and loaded mashed potatoes.
I love the mashed potatoes yumyum.

Finally, dessert.

Eve's chocolate molten cake
Warm chocolate cake with chocolate fudge filling. Topped with vanilla ice cream under a crunchy chocolate shell.

My chocolate brownie sundae which looks like a melted mess but its still very good btw.

P/s: Sorry for the blurred picz I forgot to bring my camera.

For my dearest girls

2010-02-11T03:29:00.000-08:00

The both of them practically FORCED me throw away almost all my stuff.

That or they threw it away themselves.

But they made my cupboard a whole lot cleaner. (And emptier)

THANKS GUYS!

I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH!

HAHA!

2010-01-30T01:42:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you can get hurt even without falling.

BRB

2010-01-24T09:14:00.000-08:00

I promise to update soon. Pinky swear.

Missing everyone right now.
I'm going to need all the luck I can get for this week.

Goodnight, J.

Inside your heaven

2010-01-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathing in

A soothing wind

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Missing

2009-12-29T05:13:00.001-08:00

"They weren't real..." Never was.

Choices. Have I made the wrong ones? Something somewhere has obviously gone wrong. I can feel the people around me slipping away. Or am I? Change is everywhere and I am so scared. I wish I knew what to do at times. I wish I was braver for a lot of things.

I'm so sorry.

Season's Greetings

2009-12-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

I realise I do a Christmas post every year. So why break the tradition this year right? Haha.

This year didn't feel as nostalgic as last year. Maybe its the absence of so many people. Oh well.

But I still wanna thank Fiona very very very much.

SHE GOT ME:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABEH! HEHE

Hope you guys will enjoy this Christmas with your loved ones.
Hang your stockings, sing your carols and spread some love.
:)

I wish everyone

A Very Merry Christmas

Love, J

A Fat Week

2009-12-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

Kwok Fu Chen, Burger King and Fish & Co x2 all in the past one week. I feel like a glob of blubber.

As you all know, TERM TESTS ARE OVER HEEHEE!

Almost all the papers were kinda unexpected. Worry and disappointment are undeniable factors, but I guess its something I'll have to learn to take in my stride.

So in celebration of the end of TT, (some unexpected stuff popped up along the way) we caught The Princess And The Frog. We had couple seating... so I got cozy with zhen and smashed my tissue into her eye. (It was DARK! I couldn't see her face!) I'm so sorry though. But at least you teared right? HAHAHA!

I feel like eating Swensen's ice cream. Anyone with me? :)

Okay actually I've been at this page for ages but I have lost all inspiration to blog already so I might as well end it here.

I'M GOING TO SLEEP!
BYEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

地球不曾为谁停一停

2009-11-26T05:50:00.000-08:00

There's no school tomorrow yippeee! -dances around the house like a madwoman-

For once I actually have the TIME to blog a proper post and then sleep for a thousand tribulations.

School has been a really tiring routine. For the past few weeks my life has been revolving around cca, schoolwork, tests and all the other mental barriers I've to deal with. Plus mummy is leaving tomorrow for 3 days. I'm not exactly thrilled because the only present she's getting back for me is chewing gum. And I'll have to do all the housework. :(

Fiona got herself an iTouch today. Whatever's hers is as good as mine so now I can play Smash Dish anytime I want hehehe.

I hear my bed calling out for me. Goodnight.

Quelle est la date de ton anniversaire?

2009-11-23T06:50:00.000-08:00

To the best mummy in the world:

Happy Birthday! I love you soooooo much!

Lost my sunshine

2009-11-09T02:14:00.000-08:00

Hi.

Sometimes I feel like giving up. Especially when everything seems so unobtainble. I worry about everyday, everyday. Really hate myself for not being able to solve my own problems.

Unhappy stuff aside,
Performance for recruitment drive. Done.
Lab report. Done.
Learning log. Done.
Proposal for jap presentation. 1/2 done.

I feel so light now. Yay me yay me.

I'm going to bury myself in work now so I won't be able to think of anything else. Au revoir.

J

Gone

2009-10-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

期待原来是一种伤害

Someone please just give me strength.

You're like a hard candy with a surprise center

2009-10-25T08:42:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU EVERYONE SO MUCH FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES/PRESENTS!!!
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!
I LOVE YOU ALL SOOOOO MUCH HEEHEE!

Especially to my girlfriends, for surprising me at my most unglam moment today but thank you so much you guys are the best WO AI NI MEN!

HEHE I AM SO HAPPY NOW THAT I CAN KISS EVERYBODY.

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!

I.am.so.hungry

2009-10-08T21:33:00.000-07:00

Wednesday saw me packing my wardrobe with mummy. OK mummy was the one who did most of the work... I just sat around looking for stuff to be thrown away.

AND TADAH! MY ULTRA CLEAN CUPBOARD.
I forgot to take the 'Before' pic, but trust me, it looks MUCH worse.

I never knew I had so much junk hahaha.

Min Er! Doesn't this remind you of all the wonderful memories? HAHAHAHAHA.

Yesterday:
So happy to meet my girls and pig on sushiiiii but it got a little boring after that. I don't know why but shopping makes me so exhuasted my feet died on me.

Right now I am waiting for mummy to finish her hairdresser apointment so we can have lunch urrrgh I wish the hairdresser would hurry up I am starving. :(

Au revoir. J!

I h8 periods

2009-10-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

Ah, the timely arrival of my most favourite thing: Menses.

SERIOUSLY, sometimes I wish I was a guy. So I can go my happy pad-free way without having to worry about stupid things like cramps. Which has been going on and off for the past 2 days. And I get irritated at the littlest things almost all the time. HATE my endometrium layer.

OH.

I dropped my phone on the floor today. -CRY-
I don't even know how it slipped out of my hands. -CRY-
And now there's a scratch. -CRY-
Oh no I just realised there's a lot of scratches!!! -CRY-
Omg heartpain. -CRY-

And NOBODY sympathized with me. What is the world coming to...

P/s: Pretend you didn't read the first part.

J!

Sneak peek

2009-10-04T19:53:00.001-07:00

Magical Autumn III:

Ahyi's birthday @ Sentosa:

Will be back to blog soon, I hope! HEHE. J!

Now I'm thinking two is better than one

2009-09-22T10:01:00.000-07:00

(Awww look @ what ngng has done for me hehe)

Hi I've tried to make changes to this page but apparently I failed so guess I'm back to square one. So sorry for having it locked up again hahaha. Ok off to bed where I shall dream off Synder's cheese pretzels yumz.

September

2009-09-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

5th SEPT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUXIAN!
TODAY: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

I know I'm slow... but! I still wanna say it hehe. EXAMS ARE OVER!!! ACTUALLY, I've been keeping something for very long, but I bet everyone's going to say 'yeah right' so I'm just gonna shut up and wait for my results.

So anyway, peekz 4 u. :)

FIONA'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION:

This is called RULE OF THIRD. Whatever it means.

OM NOM NOM NOM NOM.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA THIS IS HILARIOUS.

MARINA BARRAGE:
Remind me never to go out with Fiona if she decides to discover new places/climb trees/swim the atlantic ocean again. Because we're both complete idiots once we step out of our houses.

Come any closer and I'll shoot you! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.

-END OF POST-

STUPID

2009-09-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

HI BLOGGER IS NOT WORKING AGAIN I BET EVERYONE IS ENCOUNTERING THIS AS WELL RIGHT BUT I SHALL BE FAITHFUL AND NOT CHANGE TO ANOTHER PLATFORM NO MATTER HOW TEMPTING IT IS HAHAHA K PROMISE NEXT POST WILL BE FOTOFILLED. NIGHT EVERYBODY SWEET DREAMS LUV YA ALL TILL THEN TATA!

Where'd you go, I miss you so.

2009-08-15T23:40:00.000-07:00

1.) Happy Birthday Rebecca!!!
2.) To ELWT: Thank you for going all the way just to do anything for me. Luv ya. ;)

A little update on my life:
I'm still alive and kicking. But barely.

Watched UP on friday. It's really good - 4/5 popcorns! But of course the main character should be EVE. She cried 4 times and laughed the loudest. And lizhen would turn to me every 1/2 hour to say: "Omg joey this woman is crying AGAIN!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Next week I'm going to do something I'm not allowed to do but ah well hopefully its worth it. I can't believe as I grow older I seem to be doing things I would have never thought of doing last time.

Ok I'm off to conquer my hormones once and for all. I love hormones, do you?

J

Everytime I tell myself everything's going to get better, that its going to be okay... but at the end of the day I realise its not.

Untitled

2009-08-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes life is like a dream
Sometimes dreams aren’t what they seem

Sometimes the world goes faster than you can go
Sometimes even fast is still too slow

Sometimes you think you understand
Sometimes you know you really can’t

I haven't been in a really good mood these days. And I really think I will go MAD soon. Time is passing too quickly... I feel so caught up. I wish I can dump everything aside and leave for awhile. I have so many things I want to say... but I can't.

P/s: Thanks lizhen for the 'energy boost'! Luv ya.

One down, one to go

2009-08-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

I am so lousy.

You know why?

1.) Yesterday I ran all the way back to school and I almost died because the side of my stomach had this sudden cramp.
2.) I fell down on the same steps again.
3.) I don't feel like doing any work even though I should.

HAIZ.

I need to wake up. Somebody should slap me and then say, "Stop procrastinating you idiot."

URRRRGH JOEY YOU CAN GO KILL YOURSELF NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW.

Sun sand surf

2009-08-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

MICHY'S 17th!

Am soooo proud of the card wt & I made teehee. (Cow credits: Lizhen. HAHAHA.)

Birthday girl. She seriously reminds of somebody in this picture... but I can't remember who.

Ahyi and I are going to elope buahahahha.

Fiona loves me.

Awww I love you too.

She thinks she's a tourist.

HAHAHAHAHAHA reanactment of Mr Sam.

A dream

2009-07-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

You know, I had this dream.

I dreamt about this place.

At that place, there were no biochem tests or any other stupid tests. At that place, there were no constant reminders that the main exams were coming in about 20 something days. At the place, there were no shit feelings at all.

It was just me and the big, blue ocean.

And when I woke up, I actually felt... I dunno but it was a completely different feeling from whatever I've been feeling for quite some time already.

And at the place, I actually felt happier. Even when I had no one with me.

Obviously I can only find that place in my dreams so hopefully I'll dream about it everyday.

17 years

2009-07-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

Hi darling its your birthday sorry I can't be around to celebrate it with you but I know you're fully booked anyway. So have a blast ok! :) Happy 17th, love you mwahz.

)%@@#&($%^&

2009-07-27T09:14:00.000-07:00

1.) I broke a urinometer which costs $35.
2.) I almost lost my EZ-link card. Am extremely grateful to the kind soul who found it and returned it to the GO, and also ahyi who saw it at the GO. Thank you thank you thank you.
3.) I... can't believe what I'm hearing sometimes. SIGH.

Am going to sleep before I lose my sanity.

Breakaway

2009-07-18T09:51:00.000-07:00

"Joey has been really distracted lately and she has no idea why. She feels lost in the midst of everything. It seems as though no matter how hard she tries, she just ends up falling harder. She is not ready to face the world and has left to find herself. But she really hopes you won't go and die on her. Till then, goodbye."

After today,

2009-07-13T08:36:00.001-07:00

I'm going to treasure the people whom I love and who loves me back EVEN MORE. That's what I learnt today. Because I realised friends (for REAL friends) are hard to come by now...

People come and go, but I'm really thankful for the ones who came and stayed.

Its funny how so many little things that happen everyday can change how you feel about life.

Time for bed.
Have an early night, J.

LAB

2009-07-11T08:13:00.000-07:00

大家好！

我的喉咙还是很痛。我几时才会好呢？

今天黄楷霖（你的名字是这样写吗？）陪我去剪头发。那剪头发的人很好，我喜欢。可是！我还是觉得我的fringe很短。

我要吃果冻。我要去游咏。我不要上学了。

楷霖我知道你读了一定很想吐血哈哈哈。

麥祖儿要说再见了。大家要早好好照顾自己的身体多喝水ok!

晚安拜拜。

P/s: OMG MY CHINESE SUCKS.

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强

2009-07-05T03:48:00.000-07:00

每个人都有梦幸福总站在最远方

心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手拥抱

谁的心是我最後一站

我强问我自己现在还没有个答案
我不是你想像那麽勇敢

多想让你保护能流泪一场

I will follow you into the dark

2009-06-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

I think its a bad week. I think everyone's been so moody lately. I think we're all tired.

I want to be an ostrich. I want to dig a hole in the ground. I want to hide my head in there forever.

I hate tests. I hate homework. I hate comparisons.

I feel like going to sleep and not waking up forever. I feel like listening to all the sad music in the world. I feel like I'm never going to reach the end no matter how hard I try.

I need therapy. I need a hug. I need some colour in my life.

Hehe

2009-06-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

Have you seen anything so beautiful??? Ok maybe not that beautiful... but nice enough.

I LOVE THE BEACH MAN, SERIOUSLY.

I am so amazed by this tree branch. Its almost perpendicular to the tree.

Horseshoe crab! Another thing that fascinated me today.

Can you spot the kingfisher? Its soooo pretty, blue wings and all.

Some time later when it was going to rain. The wave's really strong...but apparently it doesn't look like it here.

To someone who brought me to this awesome place, who got sunburnt because of me, who caught a crab for me, who refused to take my money (but failed HAHAHA), who can skid stones on water, who has a thing with umbrellas and who made me very happy today. ^^

THANK YOU!!!

Forever & always,

2009-06-09T07:22:00.000-07:00

Overdued BBQ photos... I am lazy to upload all. Find hotoverheels for the rest k!

I chanced upon this yesterday...

FROM THIS

TO THIS

Who's the beautiful swan now? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I bet we're the only pair of best friends in this world that doesn't call each other when we reach our meeting area and only to find out that we waited for each other for a whole half hour. Nevertheless, WO AI NI!!! (RMB. I'M THE ONE 4 U FISHBALL HAHAHA)

Yesterday saw me 'doing' my biochem proj. Only managed to do the first question, but I kinda expected we wouldn't be able to accomplish anything. Afterall, its the hols manzzz! Had late lunch @ mac then caught Monsters Vs Aliens. Funnaye show, I rate 3.5/5 popcorns!

I am so broke now. $$$ pls fall from the sky. :'(

I am dreading cca tomorrow. Don't ask me why. I just do.

FINALLY ITS OVERRRRR!

2009-06-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

Lizhen: "Joey! You're my kai xin guo!"

First thing I heard when I reached school. ^^

Back to this old plain white skin. Looks ugly, but whatever. Big fonts is da love now!

I am FINALLY finished with my term tests!!! Happy kid. Screwed OC and PIPC but what's done is done isn't it? (wow I've matured hahaha) If only the test wasn't so difficult, it wouldn't have happened. Yeah right. I have to stop finding excuses for myself and work hard.

Why do parents always misconstrue whatever we say? Another reason why I hate bringing up money issues to them. Sigh. Now I really hope I get the job...

On a brighter note, the holidays are here!!! Time to take a break and catch up with life. And sleep, not to mention. It feels so good to let down your hair after all the crap that happened during the past week.

I am going to drown myself in PB <3 now. Tata!

SOMETHING HORRIFYING IS COMING MY WAY...

2009-05-29T10:06:00.000-07:00

ME SPENT 2 HOURS STUDYING BUT ME ONLY COMPLETED LESS THAN ONE CHAPTER OF HAP. DIE ME DIE.

It was painful two hour study man. Mummy tested me on some stuffz but apparently me still can't remember much of what me read... now me iz giving myself a really long break and then me iz off to bed hehe.

Anyway, me played frisbee with me frenz just now and me had a lot of fun but me legz hurt now.

Me mizz poopoo and michy. ):

Me iz damn tired now. Me will post picz up next time okkkk! Me luv you all mwahz bye.

I need a breather

2009-05-26T04:45:00.000-07:00

And just when I thought my life was getting better, things took a turn for the worse.

I'm SO SICK of feeling what I'm feeling now.
Seriously...........WHAT HAPPENED TO THE OLD ME.

Have I lost myself? Probably.

ANYWAY I'M DAMN STRESSED FOR BIOCHEM CUZ I ALREADY READ MY NOTES THRICE BUT I STILL CAN'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING!!! I THINK I'M GONNA DIE...

No one here to save me

2009-05-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

So many unanswered questions.
I feel so tired.

----------------------------------------------------

Met my girls today! :) It was the only reason that I was able to survive through the day.

'Cause its tragedy and it will only bring you down

2009-05-15T18:30:00.000-07:00

I did something very daring today, but with a very heavy consequence.

Sounds cliche but if you're happy, then I'm happy too. :')

(Fiona's gonna say I'm being stupid again... yes I'm the stupidest girl in the world)

--

ANYWAY, I'm back with pictures! As promised.

On wednesday, I finally got to meet up with 3 people whom I miss very much.

Taken with Fiona's big, bulky, black, and ugly yet amazingly expensive and impressive DSLR. She's the photographer so I didn't get to take any picture with her.

A very rushed lunch = we will have to meet again! Hahaha.

Buring biochem prac,

Scientists at 'work'.
Meet my new friend, Eve! HAHAHAHAHA.

I did this! Are you amazed?!?! Say yes or else..............

A LOT happened this week. I'm really sorry everyone for everything. I promise there won't be a repeat of yesterday.

A HUGE THANK YOU TO TING, XINYI, FIONA AND NOT FORGETTING MY CLASSMATES FOR BEING THERE WITH ME.

You guys are all that I could ever ask for. Thank you.

--

ANYWAY, I'm glad its the weekend. You know why?

Cuz my long awaited Prison Break is out today!!! Right now weekends are the only thing that I can ever look forward to.

Hopefully next week will be better.

Love, J.

Nobody stays

2009-05-08T20:22:00.000-07:00

Everybody's changing... or is it just me?

It may mean nothing to you.

You don't know it at all.

But sometimes what you say can hurt.

A lot.

Dipole non polar gamates amino acids

2009-05-03T02:05:00.000-07:00

I wish I took up bio last time. ):

Because HAP (human anatomy & physiology) and BCHM (biochemistry) is killing meeeeeeee... they're all bio related stuff with only a tad bit of chem in it and I seriously don't know what my lecturers are talking about all the time. Which also explains why I'm forever feeling sleepy during lec/tut.

Anyway me is waiting for daddy to fetch me to ahma's house. Totally lost the motivation to read my notes. Seems like everybody's as stressed up like me. Like Fiona and her marketing journals or whatsoever that she's doing. I feel for you fishball.

I wanna meet up with my galzzz man!!! Miss them alooooot. :( Like when was the last time we sat down and gossiped our lives away? I think I said before that I wanted school to start soon. Siao what was I even thinking about. x.x

Peekz the next time I post. Anyway I think my blog's colourful enough hehe! -looks at picture above-

Luv, J.

P/s: Should I change blogskin? I have this sudden urge lol.

We're the ones Who Made You

2009-05-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

Eminem's album is coming out!!! Woohoo!!! At first I didn't really care much about it, but after Jeremy sent me some of his songs... I'm gonna borrow his album after he gets it buahahahhaha.

Some things are best left unsaid.

SORRY

2009-04-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

SORRY ELANIE I KNOW I SAID I WILL BLOG TODAY, BUT I HAVE NO TIME. ):
SORRY TO EVERYONE I TURNED DOWN FOR THE PAST WEEK. ):
SORRY TO MUMMY AND DADDY FOR COMING HOME LATE EVERYDAY. ):

SORRY!

Sick of camps

2009-04-19T00:42:00.000-07:00

Pah! I have nothing to blog about! Unless you wanna hear the never ending loooong and draggggy stuff that I did in my camps.. which I doubt so. Anyway I can't remember much, just that I had fun for both. :) Made friends but I've not yet found anyone that I can totally be myself with. But its a start, I guess. So yah. I'm not really looking forward to school cuz all I see is uncertainty everywhere. Guess I'm not used to poly life yet. K nothing to say anymore bye.

P/s: I will be having lectures on principles of inorganic and physical chemistry + human anatomy and physiology. WHAT ARE THOSE??!! Man I really need to study hard.

Back!

2009-04-11T12:34:00.000-07:00

Lemme tell you guys a secret: I'm forever deleting my posts.

The reason I locked up my blog is cuz I wanted to pour out my feelings but yet I've no guts to show it to everyone. And everyone will be like, "Why you lock yr blog again?!?!?!" Then I will delete my posts and unlock it.

Sigh... I'm such a failure. ):

Decisions decisions

2009-04-01T08:12:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to extend the warranty for my lappie ever since I got it. But since the package said: "Please register within 90 days from the purchase date of your product.", and being me, so lazy and all, I decided to put it off till today.

But when I went to their website, it said: "Customers who have purchased Acer products during IT SHOW 2009, kindly register your product warranty 3 days after your purchase date. We apologise for any inconvenience caused."

!!!!!!!

Anyway, I still went on with the registration and everything hoping to try my luck, and they said it was successful. Sooo HOPEFULLY it turns out OK. Or mummy will KILL me.

I really freaked out at that time though!

So anyway, the past 2 days were pretty fun. Heavy gossip hehe. Am gonna be busy for the rest of the week I think...

List of things to do:
1) Install antivirus + microsoft stuff into lappie (i know i should have done this just now, together with my warranty extension but i'm sooo tired)
~~2) Swimming~~
~~3) Shopping~~
~~4) Create the secondlife acc. (the deadline's today but i really dunno what to do with all thanks to the damn paypal thingy...will get it over and done with it one way or another)~~
5) Fix my MSN!
~~6) Pack bag for camp~~
7) SLEEP MORE

Among these things I still have to squeeze in time for my family, running errands and the housework. Plus I really wanna finish watching my hk dramas! And go out with my girls!

Suddenly there's so much to do but so little time.

AM GOING TO HIT THE SACK NOW. NITEZZZ! :)
luvvvvv, J.

VERY LATE update

2009-03-27T20:31:00.000-07:00

Guess where we went???

You're probably thinking we went to the botanic gardens or something like that huh?

That's when you're wrong! Its Sentosa actually. Surprise surprise. Finally after 4 months, us girls found the time to have a get-together. :)

Perfect weather, I'd say.

'Tributaries' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hey it leads to the mouth of the ocean! Haha k only geog students will know this.

LUV MY GALZZZZ 4EVA WHOOPEEDOO!!!

P/s: Oh ya, this happened like the beginning of the month. I had no time to blog it and I really wanted to.

xoxo, J.

Fatty bom bom

2009-03-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

I'm becoming fatter man. I swear! Like today, I ate 3 slices of cake for breakfast (it was my fav one...sigh), burger king for lunch and some good food for dinner later on. And recently, I got addicted to Froot loops. Its those different coloured ring-shaped cereal. You can get it at all leading supermarkets! ;)

I ate the entire thing in 2 days. Thankfully, I'll be going swimming tomorrow, if the weather likes me lah of course.

To end off,

Still the best in my heart. <3

Luv, J.

I think I have rashes

2009-03-06T04:33:00.000-08:00

Then again...maybe not.

I thought it was some mosquito bite because it looked like one. It was SO ITCHY that I went to scratch it. And from a normal sized red spot, it spread out to many tiny red spots. Ok I know I deserve it for scratching, but who wouldn't?! Hello, normal human instinct!

-SIGH- I wonder when its gonna disappear. I don't know why I have so many problems!!! First its my cracked lips. Now this. -SIGH-

Ah yi is tempting me now with all her online shopping. I.shall.not.be.tempted. *starts chanting in the background*

Last day of work!

2009-02-28T01:22:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was officially my last day of work. I will have a month or so of fun before school starts hehe. Might consider getting another job... but before that I wanna spend some time with 我愛的人!!!

OK the job @ ICA is my very first job (excluding all the other work attachments like MMI). I've made lots of great friends, and I really wanna thank all everybody for trying all ways to be-friend an introvert like me.

AND FOR THAT BIG POOH BEAR!!!

A gazillion thank yous to Jason, Vanee, Rathy, Huzaimah, Mdm Poon, my cuz, Alycia, Deric, Darren, Audrey, Mdm Chua, Mdm Soon and everybody else! I love y'all!

Ignore me, I look like crap with my small eyes. x.x

My pass and name tag. Sadly, I couldn't keep the name tag... they wanted to re-use it for other temp staff.

My computer. And I forgot to bring home that Toblerone (on the keyboard) that Jason gave me. -.-

Just so you know, I'm really an introvert. I don't like making new friends and I don't speak a lot to people I don't know. I take a long time to open up to somebody. But when I feel comfortable being around that person, I can yak all day.

Oh ya! My Valentine pressies! I was supposed to post them long ago, but oh well. You know me.

Xinyi gave me this. SIAO AH THAT GIRL HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. I will never be sick of you and you know it. ;)

From Fionangngngngngngng! (^_^)v

Love, J.

When everything falls on you,

2009-02-22T02:00:00.000-08:00

And they say the world's longest gap isn't between life and death, it is that i'm standing right in front of you and you don't even know that i love you.

DRAINED OUT

2009-02-15T05:41:00.000-08:00

Its been a hectic day... and I'm both mentally & physically exhausted.

But! I'm blogging now cuz I doubt I'll be blogging until next week or so.

Swimming today was greattttt but my muscles are extremely sore now. Still, if it means being able to lose some weight, its worth it I guess.

I'm gonna be doing this every week now to lose weight cuz I don't believe in going on diets. I can never, ever live without food!!! Besides, once you start eating lesser, you'll probably eat more later on to make up for being so hungry. Which constitutes to getting FATTER. So exercising is still the best way. So watch out for a slimmer me hahahahhahhahha! ;)

On an entirely different topic, my sister made me really pissed today cause she was so rude to me over MY PSP but she acted like nothing happened and later on took it out to play again WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. But whatever. I've evolved to a higher level of maturity by keeping my cool and not screaming at her. (kiddin')

Work tomorrow. -groannnnn-

Nitez, J.

2009-02-14T04:31:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

To everyone I love (you know who you are),

A day at Mr Ong's house!

2009-02-10T05:16:00.000-08:00

Grab them if you want!

Sorry for the corny title... I couldn't think of anything else.

Yesterday, both Fiona and michy specially came down to my workplace just to have lunch with me. Awwww, I love you both!

I'm feeling miserable right now for 2 reasons.

1.) My mouth suddenly became very dry, to the extent that its now terribly chapped and cracked and it hurts like shit.

2.) I can't remember who my friends are anymore. They're all MISSING. Ok maybe its my own fault for not contacting them, but still. Its been almost 3 weeks... or maybe more.

THIS SUCKS.

LIFE SUCKS.

NO WAIT, ONLY MINE DOES.

Hmmm, maybe I should just quit & everything will be back to normal!

But I will probably be $$$$less soon!!! :(

AGAIN, LIFE SUCKS.

Ok sorry another ranting post, bye.

Recession blues...

2009-02-05T05:22:00.001-08:00

It costs me a freaking $2.60 per day to travel back and fro for work, excluding the times when I have lunch at Bugis. I topped up my card on Monday, but today, which is thursday, I had to top it up again.

I SPEND 20 BUCKS ON PLAINLY TRAVELLING EVERY ONE AND A HALF WEEKS!!!

Can I just say that this is really unfair for a 16 year old?! Even though I'm working, my pay's not that high and I stopped taking such allowances from my parents already. I'm actually feeling troubled over money matters now. If any adult sees this, they're probably gonna say: 'Now you know work very hard right...' Hello, I'm still young leh!!! If I'm gonna spend so much money just on travelling (and food!!!), then what for I work? The point of me working is to get my own stuff without using my parent's money but I practically spend half my pay on travelling and eating expenses.

And here's the thing: The train journey is seriously unpleasant! I get squashed by tons of commuters everyday. And I don't even need to think about getting a seat. Nobody's going to offer me one, unless I'm pregnant or old.

SMRT should just give EVERYONE 18 YEARS AND BELOW the normal child fare of 45 cents, and it shouldn't matter whether we're in jc or poly. C'mon, isn't poly an institute of education as well? Aren't we studying as hard as the jc students as well? You shouldn't call it the adult fare for nothing. The adult fare is meant for, well, ADULTS. I'm not even an adult yet!

I know I shouldn't be ranting so much because people like elaine pay much more everyday so she should be angrier than me. Hahahahahaha I feel so much better now. >:)

Guess who's back?

2009-01-31T02:26:00.000-08:00

Who else but me!

A picture speaks a thousand words, so that makes it 2 thousand cuz I've posted 2 pictures.

Grrrr I hate my fringe cuz it looks so short even though it doesn't feel short.

I feel like stopping work altogether because it takes away too much of my time and I really want to take a break to catch up with life. My family and friends, it seems like ages since I've spent quality time with them. Although I watch tv & have dinner with my family at night, its still different. I used to eat lunch with daddy every monday after school but now I don't anymore... and once I start school I'll probably skip all three meals with him.

Ok short post toodle!

Hiatus?

2009-01-30T06:58:00.000-08:00

MAYBE.

Till then, bye.

"This is the last straw
Dont want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I dont believe you baby like I did before"

Doctor Joey in da house!

2009-01-06T05:14:00.000-08:00

I had a bad cold recently... but it got much better, thanks to Lemsip! Its this lemon thingy mixed with water that saved my nose man. And it tastes good too heee. Previously I took Panadol Cold Relief but it seriously sucks cuz my flu just got worse. Soooooooo, if you ever have a cold, try Lemsip! Ok actually I dunno anything, medicine works differently for everyone. For all u know, Lemsip to you is just like Panadol to me. So no offence to the Panadol people.

Ok stupid random post on Lemsips & Panadols.

Sick

2008-12-30T21:15:00.000-08:00

Town with peepz yesterday.
Saw Elanie! Or rather, she spotted us.
Pepper Lunch for dinner.
I had curry beef pepper rice with cheese! Mmm-hmmm.
Took a train down to Cityhall.
Pretzel @ Auntie Anne's.
Arcade: Basketball & spot-the-difference game.
Home!
I caught the flu bug.
I wanna get a haircut.
BUT I'M SOOO LAZY TO GO OUT.
Wenting's back!!!!!
This holiday is boring. (I can say it again and again and again)
I wanna get a new bag!
Is anybody getting me one?
I have not eaten my lunch yet. Sudden crave for potato chips.
I miss school.
My nose is getting on my nerves.
2009's drawing closer as I type. Drats.
Sulk over the previous point.

Tis the season to be jolly!

2008-12-25T04:43:00.000-08:00

Happy Christmas!

I know I haven't updated for a loooong time, so I'll fill in on some stuff that happened a couple days back.

On X'mas, we finally met someone which we haven't seen for 3 years+. Wrong choice, I'd say, but at least me and Min Er finally got to see how he looked like.

He was from Coral, but I bet nobody really knew him because he left pretty early, june/july 2005? He used to be small, weird, quiet, and he bangs his head against the wall whenever he feels like it. (Sounds like some siao person right? Haha.) Now he's back, much taller, but....... MUCH WEIRDER.

I guess I'll never understand him, and I never will.

Sooooo..... this year's Christmas was pretty good! Check out some of the stuffz I got. ;)

This one's from my cousin, Jermaine. She always gets me cute things!

This watch's from daddy. He bought it behind my back when we were in hk, meaning to give it to me as my b'day present. But apparently he forgot. Haha!

From my santa clauses hehez.

Clothes from Juicy Couture. Given by my godparents! Luv! <3 Pity I don't wear skirts... and that's a really short one lor!

Archie comics from my fav cousin. But I know he bought it just so that he can read it as well. IDIOT.

This sweet thing is from Adeline! I like very much and I can't bear to eat it.

And finally, my PSP! From my parents, and partly from myself cuz I paid for half of it as well.

So today, indulge yourself in turkey, gingerbread men, candycanes, and lotsa presents!!! Get lucky under the mistletoe if you like. ;)

Merry Christmas!

Ultraviolet,

2008-12-14T07:42:00.000-08:00

I love my daddy!

Cause, he bought me this:

One night, I randomly blurted out that I felt like eating M&M's. And he went all the way to NTUC to get it for me. Also, he kept trying to get me a PSP even though it costs a freaking 400 bucks. See? I've the best dad in the world. -grins-

Work yesterday, as usual. I met Fiona for lunch @ Popeyes (finally!), then she popped over to raid the drinks in my refridgerator. Night was crappy, don't bother to ask.

Today was great! I had a shopping spree with Xinyi and now I'm a $100 poorer. :(

Science centre tomorrow. There, a post done, short and sweet. Ta!

Title-less

2008-12-10T05:43:00.000-08:00

I have a long, thin and red cut on my cheek!!!!! ):

And I didn't even realise it until mummy told me.
Mumsy: "What happened to your face?! Did you get a papercut?"
I highly doubt it cause its a vertical cut, not a horizontal one. And I don't recall any paper being near my face today. Well, not THAT near anyway. The only reason I can think of is my fingernails. I didn't tell her this of cuz, or she'll make me cut it and I am so lazy to do so.

Work is SO BORING. This is the worst holiday ever!!! I wish something great and exciting will happen to me soon or I will die of boredom.

ME'S SO SAD RIGHT NOW. ):

Chalet/BBQ!

2008-12-06T19:38:00.000-08:00

Clique chalet wasn't quite what I expected.....

The toilet was soooo stinky! You know, like someone peed and some got onto the floor or the toilet bowl seat and it was left there for ages. EW EW EW EW EW EW. And I didn't get enough sleep. :(

But the BBQ went well, despite the wet weather at the beginning. I was so amazed by Rongfu when he cooked the satay. He seriously looked like an expert ok!! Also, he cut up the cuttlefish balls cause otherwise, he said, the insides won't be cooked. Pro or what? Hahahahahah. But I didn't forget the fact that HE ATE MY BREAKFAST.

Oh yea, Operation MAD was a success as well! (our secret heh heh)

So overall, the chalet was OK.

Clique!

*without germaine*

For more photos, click here!

Pixies!

2008-11-30T01:25:00.000-08:00

Me and Fiona made a trip down to Compass Point. Our main purpose - get daddy's birthday present. But in the end, we only spent an hour there. Had a nice lunch though. -grins-

Solitary moment.

2008-11-27T07:04:00.000-08:00

Back to update!

Actually, there's nothing much to blog about. I've been working and I haven't had the time to go out much. And during the times when I did go out, I forgot to take pictures.

I was intending to put up the Graduation Day photos, but its so damn sickening cuz it takes an annoying long time to upload everything. (Yea, I have a really lousy internet speed.)

Ok this is getting boring. I'll come back again after I've done something extraordinary. So miss me!

:)

2008-11-20T03:54:00.000-08:00

I am so happy!!!

That's because I finally got to meet my dearest! ;) -points to above-
We played pool and I only won 2 out of the 9 matches. (and I won it cuz she shot the black ball in for both matches) Then we had a really loooooooong chat like we always do whenever we go out with each other. And thank you for getting me my boyfriend's photo. *winks* I luv u mwahzzzz!

Oh, there's also another reason for me being so chipper.

FIONA NG KAI LIN AKA FISHBALL IS BACK!!!!!!!!
-dances around the house-

I feel really guilty towards her because I was never around when she called me. ):
You have no idea how much I miss you. I still can't believe you left me alone for 8 whole days.

Ok my show's starting. More later.

You'll always be my thunder,

2008-11-16T14:08:00.000-08:00

I AM SO FREAKING BORED. -pulls hair out-

No one's online, no new shows to watch, and I have no interest in computer games now.

Is this how we're supposed to feel after the O's? Where did all the excitement go to?!?!

I have to stop eating so much. Just yesterday, I spent 10 buckaroos on food.

SIGH, I CAN'T BELIEVE A SUNDAY IS SO BORING!!!

But after today, I'll probably wish next Sunday would arrive faster.

Fiona Ng is at least 5000 nautical miles away from me now, eating oyster kimchi and shopping like a madwoman. It feels weird without her calling me everyday.

I MISS YOU FISHBALL WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK?! ):

My life has lost its colour. ):

Reason for not updating is...............

2008-11-14T04:32:00.000-08:00

1.) 黑糖瑪奇朵

I was utterly bored last sunday that I went scouting for shows. And I found this. *points below*

Call me slow, but I'm really glad I was bored.

And I finally found out why ting & meiyin were so crazy about them..........

BECAUSE I AM TOO!!!!!

2.) Prison Break Season 4

Thanks to Jeremy who got me hooked up ever since season 1.

Wentworth Miller is the bomb, yes? ;)